exe.cute's sorry attemps on using a blog

Right now, I'm trying to make my own layout, according to my fangirl mood.
I guess it's going to take a few days. But I hope it's going to be pretty. A least I promise to have a nice banner.
...If I find a nice picture which seems to be difficult because I don't like to violate a copyright.

I did again.
I wrote a whole post and deleted it by mistake.

Why?
Whyyyyyyyyy?

Hum... Well I was writing about this huge show, Doctor Who. And how I felt depressed when I realized I had to wait 2010 to see the next episodes. And then I talked about this awesome character who offered to become my new obsession:

Captain Jack Harkness.

I can't hardly describe why him because it's so obvious.
He was created to be worshiped.
And guess what?

He has now his own show XD

Dear Arkray, if you don't know him, you should watch an episode of Torchwood.

Well maybe he's funnier when he's a sidekick in Doctor Who and I still hope he'll snog the Doctor one day for real (and yes, it is possible... ok maybe not but that would be fun). But having the pleasure to watch him during a whole show is way cooler.

auto-censuré ^^'

PS: Raiden rocks!

Maybe if I had taken a few more lessons in english, I would have know if this title means anything.

But who cares when something so HUGE happended!

Diablo III is coming!

...Lately my only obsession was Fallout3. Now there is a second that I will look forward. (And Silent Hill V and FFXIII and Resident Evil V and... No that's all)
I'm so glad I will be there when these two games will be released (I think I'll quit my job the day of Fallout release... And I mean it). I was too young when Diablo II et Fallout 2 came out. It used to make me feel a little sad when my boyfriend told me about how addicted he was and how much awesome it was. His fingers were painfull because of the mouse and I heard other details which I can't share here...

Fallout 3 will be definitly awesome. AND I'LL BE THERE THIS TIME! I can't be anything else. I want to be a mutant. Now.

Hi!

I've been gone quiet a long time. I even forgot my passoword lol
Well I just wanted to say I'm going to update this LJ again.
But I still have to finish my personal website to find a job (I'm supposed to be a webdesigner so it's better to show a website with your CV). It's the third version and I already want to change it. It is so hard to choose one style to present oneself. I'm a little depressed. It seems that I can't be satisfied with something I did. And I spent so much time on this website so far... Still, I like this job so much I don't want to do anything else. Sometimes I'd like to send all my CVs without the website but I'm so afraid to be refused.

Well I know nobody will read this since I don't post anything interesting (yeah but I will one day lol) but I wanted to write what I feel right now. And hopefully, I'll be able to share a good news next time :)

Erm I said I was going to be honest... So here I am...
It sucks ^^'

I guess it's part of the "therapy" LOL

Sooooo... Here is the evolution (I don't have all the pictures because I didn't plan to post any evolution at first ^^')



I wanted to create my own style. My idea was to draw with very pale colours. Then I though it was a little early to try something so difficult and "stylish" so I simply tried to make white eyelashes. Now I think it wasn't a good idea lol




I corrected some problem of proportion with the hair. But I didn't see the mistake on the axe on the face.




That's all I could save after the software crash... I would have lowered the eye and made his neck thiner but it was a little bit to late.




That's with the neck thiner and filters to correct the loss of resolution. And I forgot the eye. I added some text but photobucket reduced my picture so I deleted it. When I tried a "horizontal flip", I saw how wrong was my perspective. I think I have a problem with my brain (seriously ^^'. Next time, I'll try this during the "sketch stage".

Ok that's it for now. Maybe I'll try to make some other corrections later. Or simply start with something new.

I've been spending some time on photoshop in order to make a nice background image. Well it was my first real CG picture and it certainly was pretentious to think I was going to draw something good enough tu use it for my layout. I tought if I spend enough time on it, it would have turned nice. So, as I was working on it (instead of working for my real job, as usualy), I thought it was beginning to look like something fair. And then, the program crashed. No surprise.
But, maybe for the first time in my life, I reacted quickly: I made a screenshot ^^'

Well, it's croped, it's bad quality and it has a rectangle selection in it's middle. But I'll never be able to redo it (ok, maybe I could but I'm lazy, ok?) so I'll keep on working on it. And I'll post the evolution. Because I've been thinking and that's how I want to use my journal. The same way a paper, I want to post things without cheating. So I'll show ugly drawings until I become good and use this journal in a pedagogical way: to show the evolution.

The final aim is to draw real doujinshis.

That's settle!

Hi!

Sooooo... This my first post and currently trying to understand how to custom my LJ. So if by any chance, I'll get to post someday something interesting, that's certainly not the case for now.

Anyway, suit yourself, check the non-content of this page and more importantly, have a nice day ^^


See you!

exe.cute